SENCATZ

Today felt like a walk in the park, until it hit me. I watched one of my favorite movies The Spectacular Now and it made me think. I felt like I was watching myself, truly. This movie embodies my exact character and it made me feel hurt. I can't believe I have let myself be hurt just like her. I wonder if my watching this movie today was purposeful. I was 13 when I watched this movie for the first time, and now at the age of 25, I feel exactly the same. What does that say abo

I haven't written in so long. What do you think my life has come to? I have a lot of stories to share, but I want to start with the most important one. As a 25 year old I think I am finally starting to see the other side. What is the other side you ask? Well, I think it is the reality I never decided to face as a child. Don't get me wrong, I am still the happy go lucky Carla, but I am more aware. I ask myself if that is a good or bad thing. It's okay, we don't have to answer

Do you ever think of who understands the most, or who you have the most in common with? I was thinking of that earlier today and it really made me think. Do we get close to people who are similar to us? Or do we gravitate towards people who are the complete opposite. Another question for you, do you think not choosing to hang out with someone who is too different from you, a good or a bad thing? Do we see ourselves as better than, or do you simply not agree with another perso

I am back! I am currently at "work" and I started thinking of her. It made me so sad. Does she ever feel the emptiness I do? I really...