Normal People

Today feels better than most. I’m watching a show I can’t help but binge. Finding a show to fixate on is probably the best feeling in my little world. There are only a few shows that actually make me feel something. When I’m watching this particular show, they understand me in ways I have never explained. I’ve never told anyone this but how do they know? I’m watching something that feels like my personal journal. I guess I’m so in love with it because I feel a sense of comfort. If this show was written, it has to mean other people feel the same way I do.

I am so in love with this show I don’t know how else to express it. I’m crying because I love each character and I’m crying because I see myself in everyone. I envision other people in my life and it just hurts so deeply. A pain that strangely makes me smile. I realized something about myself that I can’t help but question. Do I feel seen or slightly glanced upon?