Time to Prepare

I can't believe we are already in February. To me the months go by so fast and slow down around the fall. It may seem far fetched but I already feel like 2019 is over and it just started! I've learned to get into better habits which is always amazing, but the little devil on my shoulder is slowly deterring me from them. I guess its a battle between self. I wake up everyday at 7 am for classes. Well at least that's what I like telling myself. For the past week I haven't woken up for my 8 am class, and just relied on the live echo. Now, one would call that smart and reasonable, but I really want to get into the habit of waking up early and truly experiencing the day. Besides the waking up part of my day, there are others parts that make me question my actions. I wonder sometimes why the brain does what it does. Why when I want to study my mind completely falls off a cliff and takes me to somewhere like YouTube or Instagram. I also wonder why my body is so tired sometimes when I've barley done a thing. I also think about how my social life is. Would it be better if I tired a little harder? I don't really know. This post may be all over the place, but I really enjoy writing, even if I am not the best, its a type of stress reliever that helps me feel sane. We should all try it. If anyone wants to send in their pieces of writing I will gladly post it~